(via thecityofembrey)
removing yourself from toxic situations is lonely. removing toxic friends and family members from your life is lonely. learning to be without the people, or outside of the environment you were in for so long–somewhere that might’ve been unsafe or made you unhappy but was still familiar–is lonely. but it isn’t supposed to be easy. you have to choose yourself and you’ll regret it sometimes because you’ve never felt this alone, and yet it’s the right thing to do. learn to be happy with your own company, learn to support yourself the way you wish others would. there’s nothing others can give you that you cannot eventually give yourself.
(via irlbeb)
thinking about fleetwood mac and how they actually sang songs about each other. and performed them. about how much they loved or hated each other like what the fuck how
I mean can you imagine. singing about how somebody broke your heart and they’re literally harmonizing. they’re right fucking there. they’re in touching distance. insanity! complete insanity! I would either break down crying or fully snap and break their neck
fucking. silver springs!!! ‘you’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you!’ no fucking kidding he won’t stevie he’s literally behind you playing the drums! absolute madlads
Dear Best Friend
My mind is full of things I want to say yet I cannot find the words to describe what I feel towards you.
I think the closest I can get is to say thank you.
Thank you for being with me in my happier moments. Like that time we went ice skating together. It may not have seemed so important at the time but now, when I think back, I am nostalgic for that happiness.
Thank you for being with me during my sadder moments. I now know how annoying it must have been for you to be with me when I was so obviously depressed but never getting me to talk about my feelings. It must’ve been hard knowing that I was hurting but feeling unable to help.
Thank you for being who you are and not being afraid of letting your voice be heard. You are an inspiration to me and I strive to be like you.
Thank you for standing up for me and everyone else that needed to be stood up for. You cannot even imagine how many people love you for that.
Thank you for trusting me with your problems. You don’t know this but it made me feel valued for the first time in months when you told me about your boy problem. You may have thought of it as annoying but I felt so happy and simultaneously sad for you. You finally trusted me enough to talk to me about it yet I felt sad for you for having problems. A person as with such beautiful mind and heart shouldn’t have to have problems.
Thank you for giving me confidence in myself. You are the reason I stood on a stage and sang for the first time. And when I was in that one singing contest, thank you for telling me that this wasn’t the end, even if I had lost.
Thank you for helping me be confident of my sexuality. I may not have come out to you yet but you, my dear, will end the next person to come out to.
Thank you for being my first real friend. Thank you.
I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for being my first love, platonically at least.
I love you, my dear.
Dear Best Friend
It’s so rare to come across someone in your life that you connect with instantly. It’s so rare to find someone who shares an interest in the same things you do, and has the same fucked up sense of humor. It’s so rare to find someone to confine in, no matter what the topic is, you know they’re there and will never judge you.
It’s so rare to find someone who gives 130% into the friendship even when they have 150% of shit going on.
You’ve come into my life and made me realize that all those qualities are so rare and it’s hard to find someone who genuinely has them. Yet here you are.
You pick me up in any mood, always making sure my happiness comes first. You continue to listen to my shit day after day, and you try your hardest to give me advice I won’t take.
You make me laugh and smile when I’m sad and that’s impossible for most people to do. You have been there through my hardest times, always offering your shoulder for me to cry on. You have watched my life change and you have supported me in moving my life to another state. You are the greatest light in my life. I love you endlessly.







